May 2012
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April 2012
3 posts
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Sometimes you just have to believe there’s a reason behind it all, even if you never come to understand it yourself.
F4.27.12
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“It’s much easier to not know things sometimes. Things change and friends leave....”
– Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via wordsandlyrics)
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It was a different kind of sad
When things just felt the same. Old. No longer stimulating anything inside.
When it felt like it wouldn’t matter anymore if it was let go.
When the question of hanging on entered, and lingered, heavily hovering there.
…
How had it come to this?
8:53pm W4.11.12
February 2012
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“Along with the pain there is a feeling of closeness, as though for once in my...”
– ~ Haruki Murakami (via conflictingheart)
January 2012
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December 2011
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“And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know you realize that life...”
– ~ The Flaming Lips (via conflictingheart)
2:04A Tu12.20.11
Mannn, I think I’m having a hard time with the idea of letting go, something I’ll have to do at the end of the school year…but at least that’s not for awhile.
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“Hay sol en el cielo.”
– Freddie; D + F + me climbing back into D’s truck after eating Thai food Friday. It sounded pretty. It is Spanish after all. Me: what does that mean? F: the sun is in the sky.
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“We are all looking for answers. In medicine, in life, in everything. Sometimes...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via eletheowl)
Me today. Esp. the last two sentences
November 2011
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"I'm not going to let it get to me"
= it already has…
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Not to be afraid to feel
I realized today I’m one of the people who can feel something for that moment when it happens but am quick to let it go when it comes to deeper feelings. I don’t savior it enough because I know I can’t have it. If I can’t have it, why savior it, why have a solid memory of what I can’t have? So I just let it pass.
This tendency has run into other feelings, moments of...
October 2011
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September 2011
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And then
I can’t take it anymore. The talking AT me needs to stop, PLEASE stop…but I know it won’t. “Frustrated…disappointed…why…” I have half the mind to shut the phone off and pitch it aimlessly with the sudden strength from anger and pain. The other half wishes to punch a fist through the phone onto the other side, into a stranglehold, jab a finger...
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August 2011
2 posts
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July 2011
8 posts
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“You know, I’ve got this theory; there are two kinds of people in the world....”
– One Tree Hill (via eletheowl)
Sometimes things find you when you need them to find you. I believe that. And for me, it’s usually song lyrics.
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So, it's better to let it go?
1:32A M7.11.11
“No!” she answered immediately, almost frantically, shaking her head from side to side, tears taking hold of her eyes. “It isn’t. Of course, it isn’t…No. I couldn’t…He and I, we just can’t.”
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It's like this (or something like it)
11:42P Sun7.10.11
Everything I knew I couldn’t tell you - that was the reason for all the aching, because it consisted of what I most wanted to say. The truth. Consuming me till time had no more relevance to the world. All I knew was you. That was all I cared for. Limbs of my body like limbs of a tree, seemingly sturdy but actually limber, curved up towards the sun, yearning for its energy,...
So let's join hands in song: Hate →
eccentricsilence:
I cannot believe people like this exist. Some fucking idiot keeps messaging things like this to sparkles-stinson, who did absolutely nothing to provoke or engage this other than say that they supported lgbt rights and equality. Simple enough, right? God forbid you support the goodness…
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Someone Else’s Life, Joshua Radin
When...
June 2011
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“Complicated is when you don’t know where you stand in a person’s life. It’s when...”
– (via eletheowl)
When you’re like more than friends but not really, and it’s like you’re lovers when it’s really otherwise…
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Sometimes
You know what’s weird?
Sometimes I run through a moment in my head and find myself exaggerating details, trying to make it mean something or validate that it has meaning. At the time it happened though, there was that substance. Everything I would have said then reflected exactly how I felt. What does that mean though? That I don’t care as much as I used to? That I’ve grown...
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Serenity
1. The state of being calm, peaceful, and untroubled; me when I’m with you
Haha, terribly cheesy, but true :]
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Going on a run
in the hopes that I’ll run my feelings away…
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What I really want is for people to be afraid of...
I’m afraid of you for that reason.
May 2011
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I’ve never felt this certain about someone before. It’s making me kind of scared…
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April 2011
2 posts
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“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t...”
– James Earl Jones (via littlemiss)
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Dammit
“Is everything ok?” my sister asks. “Yeah.”
I thought I was, but as she left, my throat suddenly began to throb…
March 2011
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I can't think straight!
I can’t focus. I need to talk to you. Where are you?
February 2011
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January 2011
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December 2010
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November 2010
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“For those days that felt like a mistake
For those days when love’s what...”
– Marching On, OneRepublic
When love’s what you hate
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I love you. But, I understand. Our time together...
Aw, this is sad. ;( I really hope this isn’t the case for me, that things aren’t coming to an end between us…but it feels like it might be heading that way.